that was the last straw.
eh fuck you luhh.
you've made someone, who has been controlling her temper for so long, explode.
you know i don't take shit from anyone please.
only few have the right and you're far from it.
i've shut up for long enough that i'm not holding back anymore.
it's true i've made a mistake.
that i admit and i'm fucking hell sorry.
i told you before right?
apologise once and whatever other bullshit that comes along, you fight back.
and i don't express my guilt by crying and gaining sympathy votes.
it is the easy way out right?
and you get to make mistakes all over again and get away with it.
just because you've got a closed and paranoid mind doesn't mean you can throw upon me heaps of accusations.
fucking call me despicable, disgusting, ungrateful and a flirt.
fucking claim i've got shit character and i'm a shame.
come on luhh, look into the mirror first please.
recall who's the more despicable one.
i didn't betray my friend like you did.
don't come pointing fingers at me luhh, my conscience is clear.
we did nothing and if you don't fucking understand what is a platonic friendship then too bad.
it was your own doubtful mind which made you blind.
please remember how lucky you are to have people who still love you and forgave you.
appreciate all those tears for you and cherish them.
if you even know how to.
and for all those fucking times i've speak good for you when they put you down.
for those fucking times i've stood by you when they left you there.
to even pissed off a friend i held so close because i sided you.
and the many times i've seen you hurt my close friends and hearing them cry.
yet i still helped you, and hurt them even more.
i'm a damn fucking ingrate to them, not you.
think bout all your shit and lies first before judging me please.
i'm more disgusted by you than you are by me.
in case you don't know, i'm no pushover.
i won't take it lying down when i'm wrongly accused by your exaggerated claims.
i lied once. my bad.
not multiple times, get your fucking idea clear.
why? the more drama, the merrier it is for you right?
i've been silently taking all your nonsense because i thought you were young.
it's almost forgivable.
and i fucking treat you as a friend and i hoped somehow i could change you.
it's just a fanciful dream.
and somebody needs to fucking wake you up luhh.
i can be a bitch, to only so few people.
and congratulations, you've made it to my list.
for a friendship with no trust and so much doubts, it's non-existent at all.
i've got no love for someone who judged like that.
and i don't fucking care anymore.
i pray that the next good friend that comes along would not have to take such shit from you.
mind you, this is a fucking honour for you.
for 3 damn years i haven't rant bout anyone for so long.
you're the first.


i heard you've got a reputation of giving others a bad name.
but no one can be any worse, cause you've topped the chart already.

- evan